Disappointed

I need you to spend some time with me alone , not with your friends.
U said I don't own any friends except him &that's why I need him.
These words make me cry and disappointed!
I don't own any friend ? Do I ? I leave my hometown for 2 years & I didn't update any news from them.During CNY, I went to Johor. So even some friends don't know I'm back.
Do you think I don't want own any ?
Don't even tell me a SORRY
I know you have a lots of them.So what ?! Please don't keep showing off.
I just want to go out alone with you.
Am I stupid?

FROM NOW ON
I won't compromise with you.
IF you don't appreciate me, FINE. JUST TELL ME. I KNOW WHAT TO DO.
I'm not your toy. Play it when u are needed.